Day Twenty Three.

my new goals:
no more texting while driving
no soda
no fast food
no ice cream
no candy
get rid of 10 lbs (please dont tell me i dont need to.)
relax a little
dont be such a one person pity party
whiten my teeth
get a tan
eat more vegetables

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i need to go return a couple movies at redbox. but do i want to go do it? no. it takes so much effort into getting myself ready then baby ready. plus once i'm out i'll just want to go do something. oh i found out that addison and i can do mommy and me swimming in just over a month! we have to wait til she is 6 months or older, and she'll be 5 months old in 13 days. i'm excited.

so my super cool video camera is kind of hard to figure out. it says i can email the videos but everytime i try, it doesnt work. but i can upload them to youtube so i think i'll just create an account and make it private or something.

today was an on and off day. addison was in a good mood for a good chunk of the day, but then she decided to go grump on me. not a fan. but then she reverted back to happy baby! she even graced me with her cuddle presence!! i somehow talked her into laying down with me on the sofa for THREE hours!! i might have taken a teeny nap with her as well.... shh... she hasnt cuddled with me for that long in months! and i loved it! i was sad for a little chunk of time, but then i moved past it. i decided i will only allow myself 15 minutes of bummed out time per day. but there is a loophole, i can bank those minutes for a rainy day. so if i go 2 days without being super sad, i can be sad for a half an hour when i really need to. sounds good to me!

oh and michael leaves for africa on the 15th. 3 days after addison's 5 month birthday :( sad face.


this was during our cuddle time.