Day Five.

I have decided I have mixed feelings about my trip this weekend. Of course i am excited, but once its over, its that much closer to Michael really being gone. I mean, not gone gone, but ... gone.

Addison is definitely in the phase where she doesn't want anyone but me to hold her or even look at her. We went to Michael's parents house today to fax some stuff and as soon as Diane picked her up, she cried and didn't stop until we got in the car. Makes visits much shorter, ha. After we were done there, we ran a couple errands and she got to walk around in the bjorn again. I'm getting better at putting that thing on without any help. Oh, and someone asked if she was a boy or girl today. Um... she was wearing hot pink fleece pants, a white long sleeve onesie and a pink striped vest. And pink socks. Pretty sure if i saw a baby wearing almost head to toe pink, i would think it is safe to assume its a girl. Just sayin.
She took a nap in her crib and swaddle blanket today. She was a little grumpy. Thats fine though, she had a busy shopping day. And it gave me some time to shred stuff. Til the shredder started smoking again. Oops.

Well, nighttime has come once again. It wasn't so bad tonight though, Sarah came over. I gave her the run down of Addison's routine, and we watched baby einstein. Highlight of my evening :)

So i leave for San Antonio tomorrow, and Sarah is staying at our house to watch the baby. Crossing my fingers it all goes well, as Addison is a little touch and go with her attitude, haha. Once I come home from TX, it'll be even more real. It will mean the following few days i'll be back in my sad zone. Which i'm not really looking forward to.

Addison is sleeping and i just looked at the monitor, she spit out her pacifier and its now underneath her cheek. That seems a little uncomfortable.

Okay, 3 followers (i counted you, emily), goodnight, and i will be back on Tuesday with exciting and sad news :)

Addison says goodnight too. Even though this was this afternoon.