Day Fifty One.

so today has been a stressful day to the max. maybe even beyond the max. addison spent literally 2 hours this morning full on screaming. she was really really annoying me. and as terrible as that sounds, i'm sure you know what i mean. i might have even cried too at one point. its just so hard to deal with her when she just wont calm down. and i know she wasnt hungry, her diaper was clean, she wasnt too hot or too cold, nothing. she just needed to take her nap but she was refusing. she wasnt happy being held, in her swing, or in her pack-n-play. she finally did fall asleep in her swing but only slept for about 30 minutes. def not long enough because she woke up and was crying within like literally 30 seconds of being awake. oh and she woke up 3 times during the night, and her diaper leaked.. in my bed. at least it was just a number one leak and not a number two leak. still, not a fan.

michael got a calling card so he was able to call me today. and i was so extremely happy because he called when i was trying to calm addison down. its times like that, when she is being sooo grumpy i just want him here. more than the rest of the time, by like a million.

i went to the puyallup house today to get the rest of my stuff and get some cleaning done. stephanie and i were thisclose to hiring a cleaning service because we're just so worn out and tired of dealing with it. i'm still tempted too. comcast is coming to the auburn house tomorrow morning, yay! and woot! then the carpet cleaning company will be at the puyallup house around noon. i'm hoping to get there around 11 so i can finish vacuuming before they get there. i think i'm suppose to anyway.

oh man, so earlier my laptop slipped off my bed and hit my nightstand, and my internal wireless card is broken so i have a wireless usb internet thing and it sticks out about an inch, annnnd it broke. but i fixed it, kind of.

i feel kind of antisocial and jerky right now because i ditched my baby in the living room with everyone and i'm sitting in my room doing this. but i need some alone time. i am stressed beyond belief. i'm pretty sure i could cry right now just out of pure exhaustion and stress. but instead i will eat my girl scout cookies.

this explains addisons 'tude today.