is today. addison and i went to church this morning (shocking, i know) with sarah. we only stayed for the first part because, well, thats all i wanted to stay for. it was boring as expected. addison was good though, and behaved well. she spent most of the time attacking kathys necklace and playing with her shoes.
its not that i dont enjoy going to church. i do, i just havent found one lately that i like for me. i dont like the stuffiness of most churches, thats not my thing. i am not a proper-sit up straight-perfect hair kind of girl... as you all know. and i dont like the judge-y ness of a lot of them either. i believe everything the bible says, and i believe in god. i also believe that that should be enough. just because i dont go to church often doesnt mean i dont believe or have faith. because i do. it offends me when people think less of me just because i dont wake up early on sundays and go sit in church for hours. i'm sorry, but its just not for me. i grew up going to church, without my parents; i went with friends and my sisters. i can remember going to 3 different ones from elementary to high school. i did the vacation bible school in the summer, and i went to sunday school every week. i even went on a retreat one winter. i went to relaxed christian churches, and a not so relaxed catholic one. and i can honestly say i really liked the catholic church... it was pretty, haha.
plus i have a very unpredictable baby who will either be super well behaved, or she'll be in total meltdown mode. and i'm not gonna be "that girl" with the screaming child.
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